Crossing Over

[Prayer]
I can't believe this is you, after everything we've gone through
just look at you and what you been reduced to
artificial life a respirator they've been workin on ya all night it's
In the paper how you tried to take yourself out
a bottle of pills and when they found you, you were passed out
I wonder still as you died did you have doubts
when they revived you, you were screamin with you hands out
straight from hell express route
I see you lying in this bed now
With machines and I.v.'s God please just wanna rip them out
But I can't cause if I do you will die
Damn it's hard to stand beside you as I see you and your family cry

Don't know where we go
When this life spins outta control
When it gets dark and it turns cold
And you feelin like don't nobody kno
That you're all alone

Now ya body shakin I can see the demons over in the corner waitin it's elevating
Waitin for ya to crossover the threshold of mortality and deaths border close my
Eyes and hold ya hand now it's getting colder knew ya were upset depressed
And some what bi polar I tried to warn ya but as usual ya wouldn't listen ya face
Is pale ya bodys numb and now ya tears glisten on a mission to self descruct but
Kno ya wishin for the regret and blind hope and false intuition ya try and try to
Hold on but there's nothin left knowin each and everyone could be ya last breath
That takes ya to ya final rest

Don't know where we go
When this life spins outta control
When it gets dark and it turns cold
And you feelin like don't nobody kno
That you're all alone

Time to pull the plug and then it's thru the last rites, words and final hugs ya feel
The tears drip on ya and ya feel a tug for the very first time ya finally feelin love
It's too late komatoze and Catatonic state suprise in ya eyes wide ya fill ya fate
Eternally damned and dropped off in front of hells gates ya mind, body, and soul
Shall now desenegrate as all the demons celebrate.

Goodbye