Can't Stay Here

So what have I learned?
Has my time more than burned?
And if I'm right
Right where I belong
Why does it feel wrong?

How do I know how to decide?
How can I trust myself?
Let the same things guide
It seems I have lost the ability
To tell you how I feel
Well doesn't that just add
To the whole ordeal

I don't know what choice to make
I don't know what chance to take
What to let go
What to hold near
I keep thinking with the passing of everyday
All the complications will eventually fall away
But then I'm faced
With the waste of yet another year
And only one thing
Is increasingly clear
I can't stay here

I'm trying hard not to be so heavy hearted
I'm trying to recognize the distance
Between here and where I started
Can I lift my head high above the haze
So I close the door
On this quite blindsided phase

I don't know what choice to make
I don't know what chance to take
What to let go
What to hold near
I keep thinking with the passing of everyday
All the complications will eventually fall away
But then I'm faced
With the waste of yet another year
And only one thing
Is increasingly clear
I can't stay here

Tell me this
Tell me how

I don't know what choice to make
Or to say or to do or to leave or to take
Or to let go
Or follow
Or cling to
Or pull through
Or believe or begin
Or become or to win
Or define or to plan
Or to risk or demand
Know be try move want give love or live

Of these things I fear
Only one thing is clear
I can't stay here