My Second Life

I want to be alone
I'm sorry but it's true
I need to slip into my secret world
And I'm not prepared to share this world with anyone, so you'll
Just have to wait 'till I come out of it again

Oh, it's not that I am mad at you
And it's not that I don't care
Or that I don't want to be with you

It's just that I feel bad
About my life and all the things
That I cannot change though I want to

My secret world is good and
It makes me quite relaxed
My secret world has everything I need
It gives me power, new energy
And the strength to carry on
I'm doing what I want and I feel free

Oh, it's true that I am hiding
And it's true that it's not fair
To keep a part of me from you

But my secret world's providing
Me the part that's missing here
And that's belonging to me too

So in this world I lead
My second life

There's a picture in my mind that shows
Exactly how my life should be
But it's not reality

And it doesn't count you out
Cause in my secret world you're still
My only love and you're with me

For now, I really need
My second life
My second life
My second life
My second life