Oxymoron

My head pounds
Like demons are escaping
Digging their way out
I've changed the mind frame
Let the slime drain
Tip me over I'm ass out
Passed out too many times
Like coughin' too often I've lost count
And lost screws too many loose
And even worse I've caught the blues
Also caught a bad case of the reds
And as I hit the headest head
My Eyes are lookin' like they bled
5.0 peeped me I shed my hoodie
Just like Kent, Clark
As hallucinations start to kick in
I play my part and begin
To be that guy too fly for my own health
Mean muggin those I don't know
As I laugh at myself
It's obvious to anyone that I'm in dire need of help

Friendly fire, and angry peace
A war of pie, the sticky grease
Fallen angel, forgotten legend
The giant dwarf, the skinny pigeon
That dollar fifty rock of crack
When acid never hurts your back
The love that got all bottled up
The love of lust will hinder us
Hell yeah

Reachin' valleys with my morals reachin' peaks with my highs
But its obvious my buzz ain't lastin' half of the time
Won't last a quarter or dime or a nickel for that matter
Situations follow me like the impact with the shatter
Happens quicker than the venom of a viper would be strikin'
When it rains it pores in double time I'm prepared for all lightnin'
For most this shit is frightenin' but you won't see main scared
I look to the sky for answers and conversations through my prayer
Lucifer prepares the snares with traps to clap with teeth pierce me
But seriously it ain't difficult when everyday I'm tipsy and faded
And jaded from the love that I'm betrayin'

Accidental homicides
Bumpy roads with smoothest rides
Cotton mouth while salivating
Screaming load while meditating
Generating liquid smoke
Bawling while I tell a joke
Falling up into a hole
Unpacking dank out of a bowl
Oh no

I'm in a state of grace you gator face I hater replace
I'm dodgin' police cross the state until I make a mistake
But won't see many flaws atomic balls my shits on the line
Inside the core intoxicate as you inflate and unwind
So as you take your next breath your best bet to listen up
Iran is pushin' out their chest confess they'd blow us up
The only blow I wanna feel is skeetin' up my nose piece
With dope beats and acid sheets watch mainstream turn to ultra beast
With malt and yeast and hops throwin' back my goodness my Guiness
Stout no doubt my friend you best to mind your business
I'm in this for one purpose, kickin' knowledge through my verses

Accidental homicides
Bumpy roads with smoothest rides
Cotton mouth while salivating
Screaming load while meditating
Generating liquid smoke
Bawling while I tell a joke
Falling up into a hole
Unpacking dank out of a bowl