Pain

Boosie bad here
And I never thought in a million years man
This motherfucking pain I lay in this motherfucking town
Like the more I get
The more the shit I didn't even know of

I finally moved out my momma house
Got a happy home
Only thing fucked up, Daddy gone (gone forever mane)
Listen up, this is real shit (real shit)
It's fucked up when u got nobody to share it with (fucked up)
Give my last, so my grandma can see me now (see me now)
Smilin' tellin' everybody bout her grandbaby (her grandbaby)
T-Lady, hold on, all I got is you (mama)
It's fucked up what I done put me and my mama through
What's happenin' Ivey I know you lookin' down watchin' me
Every day I got your kids fresh from head to feet (all of 'em)
Wish I can put you in the Bentley with the brown rug
I wish we never would've went out to that club
On the road to riches mane lost a flock of niggas
D Pitcha Decky Boy a whole flock of niggas
Niggas bite the hand that feed 'em, I done seen it all
Just got a call... Slo dead... Not my fuckin' dawg

I never thought this pain last this many years
So when the truckers blow and the thunder roars and it all just fades away
I... I never thought this pain last this many years
Still in tears (uhm)
I never thought this pain last this many years (it all just fades away)

I lost my daddy in a heartbeat
Real talk, eyes turnin' white in front me (fuck that)
Ever since I saw that shit... it hunt me
Pray for me 'cause I shake in my fuckin' sleep
Wish I could gamble with Decky Boy shoot fa 50 nigga
I shoulda put him under my wing and I miss him nigga
I told Titus way back, stop ridin' with ya pack
He ain't listen
And now my nigga right back in penitentiary (he don't listen)
I lost Ivey and it fucked me up
My whole life changed
Nigga put me up in beast mode
My heart cold
And as the years roll
I wish that he could have everything I got
And a lil' mo'
Ya kids love me nigga
My kids and yo kids call each other sisters and brothers
You forever my lil' hustla
Just saw yo gangsta at the car lot nigga and a tear dropped nigga

I never thought this pain last this many years
So when the truckers blow and the thunder roars and it all just fades away
I... I never thought this pain last this many years
Still in tears
I... I never thought this pain last this many years

Seem like it was yesterday
The mo money I get this shit hurt
I thought that would take the stress away
Can see u smilin' with yo chain countin' money nigga
When Trina pulled you on the stage, you was stuntin' nigga
But through it all mane you know how we rock nigga
From the yolk to the block to the hospital
Never again would I have another big dawg
But ya mama and kids I got 'em all, but I

I never thought this pain last this many years
I'ma sent it out to the clothes that close that love
Everybody loyal
I... I never thought this pain last this many years
Still in tears
I... I never thought this pain last this many years
But you hate