Sometimes

Oh, sometimes
Yeah, sometimes, sometimes
Yeah, sometimes
Royal

Sometimes I wanna be alone
Sometimes I wish I had you close
Sometimes I wanna just let go
Sometimes I wish I was a ghost
Sometimes I wish
That things weren't always like this
Sometimes I wish
That we could stay living like kids
Sometimes I wish
That I could have everything I miss
Sometimes I wish
Yeah, sometimes I wish
Yeah, sometimes

I wonder if I'll ever get through this
Yeah, why does that make me feel stupid?
I don't know about you but you make me really wanna do this
So I'm staying true to me
Living this lucid dream
Everyday a new routine
Except for you and me 
Oh no, oh no, oh no
Yeah, but I stay hopeful
Long time tryna go pro
Girl you know I'm loco
Yeah, I really really really gotta know though
If we'll be this close till we're old folks
Cause that would be so sweet
Instead of me getting no sleep
I could give you the best but I'm tripping in my head with cold feet
Yeah, I guess I'm lonely
Yeah, you wanted to know me better
So I guess you'll never know forever
Is this right or should we go together?
I can't lie cause I could show you better

Sometimes I wanna be alone
Sometimes I wish I had you close
Sometimes I wanna just let go
Sometimes I wish I was a ghost
Sometimes I wish
That things weren't always like this
Sometimes I wish
That we could stay living like kids
Sometimes I wish
That I could have everything I miss
Sometimes I wish
Yeah, sometimes I wish
Yeah, sometimes

I get tired of always thinking the worst case
Wish I never had to learn that in the first place
I've been working on my worth while trying to calm my nerves irk with her face
But I get so lost in the moment
There's no stopping or going
Got options, just frozen
Tryna process emotions
Like am I talking to no one?
Obviously, it's just me
Everybody on repeat like just breathe
I can't believe what I see
Cause no one can see what I mean
I guess that's why I'll always do my own thang
Cause everyone wanna play but got no games
I'm so sick of the same days with no change
I can't tell if I'm okay or Cobain
Like am I fucked up or not?
I ask this question a lot
Cause I feel like I have even less things to say when people got more empty talk
Like a class where no lesson was taught
Why even attend when I intend to stop?
In the end I made sense of my thoughts
Cause I stopped pretending to be what I'm not

Sometimes I wanna be alone
Sometimes I wish I had you close
Sometimes I wanna just let go
Sometimes I wish I was a ghost
Sometimes I wish
That things weren't always like this
Sometimes I wish
That we could stay living like kids
Sometimes I wish
That I could have everything I miss
Sometimes I wish
Yeah, sometimes I wish
Yeah, sometimes

Oh, sometimes you know, you know