Amazing

It's been a long year, sorry for the wait
Got a long list of regrets but I'm learning from my mistakes
Ash trays and empty Red Bull cans fill up the studio
The life I live has got me headed towards an early funeral
Feel like I'm slowly losing sight
But I'm still feeling better than I ever did when I ain't had nothing
My mom called me cause she say I don't come home enough
My friends hit me up cause they see I ain't going out as much
I drived out and moved away to support a dream
Now the only time they ever see me's in these magazines
But I hope they know the reason for me leaving
Is bigger than all these women and going out every evening
Sitting in a hotel in Toledo as I write
Only thirty people came out to the show tonight
And that shit it checked my ego and brought me down a couple notches
I think it's my time, must be looking at broken watches

I'm feeling fucking amazing
I'm feeling fucking incredible
They say this life is amazing
Something I never felt before
And I don't want to come back down No, no
I'm feeling fucking amazing

I did all this on my own, not cause I wanted to
Just cause nobody else believed
People always rushing to tell you what you can't achieve
But I just want to show the world all the things that I see in me
They say that everything takes time and that's true
Trying to be realistic while having a dreamer's point of view
And it's hard, but nothing worth having ever comes easy
Keep thinking that since I'm gone the ones I have are gonna leave me for real
Cause I feel like I'm losing the ones that I love
And the only question I have is if it's worth it
I know I'm not perfect, but if there's something that I do know
It's that I give it my all and look, I truly do deserve this
Whether if it's your love, or whether it's your listen
I promise I ain't gonna let you down
I know my past is rough, but if I really have your trust
Then trust that everything will be better this time around



Credits
Writer(s): Joseph Michael
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