Days

Walking through clouds of sadness
So there's nothing to complain,
Whispers all around
They're trying to confirm you
The world's all evil
Treachery all about
And you are their aim

The voice is commanding,
Demanding your obedience
Requires all your attention
Now I start to understand
It was always just this .

But there's more about it
It's another world, another life,
We won't reach in our life time
So is it a benediction or a malediction
To see things which maybe never exist
Or maybe all the others are just unable to recognize

I really hated you but I had no idea
Of what was going on in your mind
And even now I am unable to imagine
But I can try to take a glance
It must be hard, much harder than for me
Although you hardly notice your transformation

Suicide was close more than once
I wouldn't have realized the reason
A new perspective, why didn't you try to explain
It would have spared a lot of trouble and hatred
It 's a evil thing beyond curing
So I'd have known why you love these songs

But now it's all too late
The worlds are passing on
And there is no way back to the beginning
I'm sorry for so many things
But now all is gone and forgotten