If I Could Go Back

theres not enough drugs in the world to wipe my freakin past away
but it feels like it was yesterday when i found out my mum past away
so much i still have to say but i past up on my only shot
should of showed you i loved you but i was to busy smoking pot
to busy starting fights and arguments and breaking rules
hanging out with the wrong group of people because i thought it made me cool
now i know i was a fool
sorry for being such a jerk
now your dead and i cant take none of it back and it makes it so much worst
and i just wanna be able to wake up in the morning and pretend it doesnt hurt
on the day you died i wondered why the hell you had to go to work
if you didnt you would still be alive i would be able to sleep at night
why the hell would god take me from this planet and leave me behind
you love me vince monica stacey and my damn brother
it bothers me knowing my children are never gunna meet there grandmother
i just wanna cry actually i wanna die because the day you past away i bottled it all up inside
a couple days ago was mothers day but you werent here to celebrate
they say that when you die you make it to a better place
that may be true but without you i dont know how ill make it through
you always said you loved me but i never said the same to you
circles and cycles and season
for everything theres always reasons
its never fair not a chance ill ever share
and now i lay here and reminise everything you did for me
if god is real how could any of this crap ment to be
i loved you so much now im never gunna be able to tell you that
and to see your face again id go through freaking hell and back
but i know your never coming back
i wish i had my mother back
your the only reason that i wanna rap
everybody wanna be able to hold me back and keep me on the ground
they say god is real but i keep looking and hes not around
no body can save me i cant even save my freaking self
need some major help because i dont wanna burn inside the flames of hell
everything you do is gotta be for something right?
think i need to go to bed and deal woth the pain another night
i dont even wanna write but its gotta be able to help with the pain and a broken heart iv got a broken brain
i just wanna walk away but i still got alot to say but i fell like im better dead or put in jail and locked away
circles and cycles and season
for everything theres always reason
its never fair not a chance ill ever share



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Writer(s): Andro Savelev
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