Pens and Needles

I miss you most on winter mornings
As we drift, we slip through evenings, whoa
We drive into the cold and dark with fingers crossed
I follow your lies to avoid from getting lost

And all I had was the memory of what was
So let's pretend it never mattered to us
I hope this message finds you well
Never thought I'd live to tell

Just to survive, we do what we can
We read the maps and signs (read the maps and signs)
And we make the plans
By our design, I write it down to get me by
The worst time in my life

And all I had was the memory of what was
So let's pretend it never mattered to us
I hope this message finds you well
Never thought I'd live to tell
What's a dream and what is real
The way I really feel

I hope this message finds you well
I never thought I'd live to tell
What's a dream and what is real
So let's pretend this is the ending
To the message I've been sending
Sadly

And all I had was the memory of what was
So let's pretend it never mattered to us
I hope this message finds you well
Never thought I'd live to tell
What's a dream and what is real
The way I really feel

I hope this message finds you well
Never thought I'd live to tell
What's a dream and what is real
The way I really feel