Forgiveness (Radio Edit)

Feel like I'm slacking with my children, focusing on rap trying to pack and shake the buildin.
In a race with my own race, just to raise the roof and I ain't talkin bout the ceilin.
Here's somethin to believe in, no sleep cos you're livin what your dreamin.
And it's a lesson in itself and my son can call me dad when I missed the parent's evenin.
Amazed I'm still breathin, every other shot I feel my insides bleedin.
Grandad- turnin in his grave, cah I promised that I'll be there for my grandma when she's grievin.
I used to be a man of my word- now time seems to have got the best of my sentence.
In that case I'll have to adjourn, cos the thought of an excuse is just as bad as the intention.
Excuse me my friend, I think I might've hit my head.
Excuse me my friend, I don't remember who I am.
Cos I'm holdin on tryna be somebody, but it won't be long before I need somebody.
Forgiveness, asking for forgiveness (hey, hey, hey, hey) X2
Went to church to pray for a top ten, then I went number 5, I ain't been back again.
But when my jewellery friend phones, like they got new rings I'll most likely attend.
Hoppin out a new benz, start the car from outside, when is this gonna end?
My mum's still livin in the endz, spent jiibs on tha wrist before I put her with celebs.
I'm still livin like a wretch,
All I hear is fuck, fuck, all the girls have got tourettes.
And no I don't wanna bet, even the odd bird wanna take me to the nest.
I swear I only came for the music, but the more I touch notes, It's like the more I get stupid.
It's a gift and a curse, but before I play myself, I'm a say this for the tunes did.
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