Confession

I'm leaving a place, should I call it home
Hope I'll never arrive
There are familiar faces passing by
My decision, my fault, my life

Was there someone talking to me
Was there someone saying things go on
We're all striving for relief and compassion
A desperate quest and everything will be gone

And have you been out there before?
And did you watch them all disappear?

Now I've found out nothing is forever
It's all confusion when you're on your own
You've had your chance, it was like now or never
Now you've got to face your fears alone

I return to big walls, straight into the cold
I return to my font
To something I once believed in
The back of beyond

You can take your memories with you
I guess we're still the ones
The more you think, the worse it becomes

And have you been out there before?
And did you watch them all disappear?

Now I've found out nothing is forever
It's all confusion when you're on your own
You've had your chance, it was like now or never
Now you've got to face your fears alone

The doors are open I can't help it
There is nothing else to be done
(somewhere down under)
I can't get rid of my doubts
All this dreams of changes, where have they gone?
(somewhere down under)
I escaped this life just for a while, and it makes me wonder
(somewhere down under)
Few hours ago, I cried somewhere down under
I cried somewhere down under
I cried somewhere down under