Starting Today

I haven't felt love in ten years now
My confidence replaced with doubt
I keep losing my friends to reality
I'm fallin' off of my family tree

Take me back to yesterday
Because I'm scared as hell of what tomorrow brings
So lost, I need a way out

Starting today I'm finding a way
To break the chains around myself before I blame somebody else
Not gonna' wait for you say
That it's okay I need to change my wicked ways, starting today

I haven't seen the sun in five years now
(these are the darkest of my days)
I've been keeping my head up in the clouds
(don't know when I'm coming down)
I need a tighter grip on my sanity
(fighting these demons in my head)
And I can't blame no one but me
(blame no one but me)

I keep tellin' myself I shouldn't wait
Procrastinate and put it off for another day, no I
I can't do that no more

Starting today I'm finding a way
To break the chains around myself before I blame somebody else
Not gonna' wait for you say
That it's okay I need to change my wicked ways, starting today

Draw a line in the sand that I'm never gonna' cross again
I'm reaching out my hands, someone pull me in
Before my sail runs out of wind

Starting today I'm finding a way
To break the chains around myself before I blame somebody else
Not gonna' wait for you say
That it's okay I need to change my wicked ways, starting today

Starting today



Credits
Writer(s): David Michael Mcgarry, Patrick John Gerasia, David Andrew Cyphers Jr, Paul Christian Wright
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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