Infecting Yourself, Just to Be Cured

Am I nothing without that validation?
Just a shellf of a man, die without hesitation
Just cause I'm not infected with the disease
That can bring any human to their knees
To be healthy is only consoling
To be infected is to be controlling
To be infected is to have purpose
To be infected is to be nervous
Always wondering when it might die
Or if you might die
Always wondering if you'll be betrayed
Or if you'll be the one to betray
It only lasts as long as it has to
Eventually the virus dies and it will have to start anew
A bitter sweet moment it is indeed
Cured, waiting for the time when you'll be again in need



Credits
Writer(s): Christopher Ferreira
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