Terminal Annex

Here's something beautiful,
Now smash it to bits,
Save your little wheelchair empowerment films,
Save your swoons, I'm spoken for,
It isn't pretty to think so,
But I can't feign interest now.

Dreaming of the fistfight I never got into,
Thinking of the mean shit I wish I'd said to you,
Such a fancy lady, call her secretina,
She didn't get all the good stuff,
But she looked like you.

Like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers,
Everything you say to me is dumb, at least it's stupid.

Twenty heavy hammers smashing down,
Here's a doorstep you can never darken,
You complain about an overflowing cup,
Don't forget that I'm the one who filled that fucker up.

One, two, three,
Like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers,
I remain as ever intrigued but no more astounded,
Like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers,
I think that I like you better when you just ignore me.

So I sit and notice shadows growing,
I think of how the clocks are slowing,
Hoping hope's eternal flowing springs,
Will do their thing, do their thing,
Do their thing and save me from myself.

Like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers,
I remain as ever intrigued but no more astounded,
Like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers,
You want ego? I will show you ego,
I'm jealous now.