Chasing Lights

Sick and tired, sick and tired of the sun in my eyes
Of the worn down thoughts in my sick and tired little mind
You know I've tried once or twice
It's never gonna be as easy
I'm just hoping it won't stay so hard I've
Thought it over many times before
But I can't break the ties

I've been dying to let go
I've been holding on tight
Stopping at these green lights
Babe I know, I've been so alone
Trying to find home
Tonight tonight we're chasing lights

Sick and tired, sick and tired of the vacancy signs
Hanging off of my own sick and tired vacant eyes
You know I try so hard sometimes
It's never gonna be as easy
I'm just hoping it won't stay so hard I've
Seen the night so many times before
It feels new every time

I've been dying to let go
I've been holding on tight
Stopping at these green lights
Babe I know, I've been so alone
Trying to find home
Tonight tonight we're chasing lights

I've been growing old forever
I've tried for years but still I cannot keep this life together
I've been growing old forever
I fought for years but still I fear these brittle bones are tethered
I've been growing old, I've been growing old forever
Forever

So sick of the silence that we make for ourselves
So sick of all the searching for some worth in myself
I wanted to know what it's like to feel alive
But I've just been so angry just to show some fight
Tonight we're chasing lights
We're chasing lights