Indestructible

where were you when everybody would need you
you spent half a lifetime under the influence
drunk with nothing but the loneliness that comes with
each and every bottle
You're not welcome here anymore, you were lost to the tides of time
like a ship, treading through the icy waters
never knowing whats going to happen

there's a part of me, you will never know
we're on separate paths, that will never ever collide
something inside tears me apart
just building up, waiting for a spark
to ignite the flame
i won't run away

i'll pave the way for progress, i've heard it all before
years of constant aggravation, it's becoming such a bore
light the dark
pull up the blinds let in some sunlight
you keep digging a bigger hole
well you won't be missed
so you can take that thought to the grave

i hope there's some time so we can make amends
so we can start this all anew
but this time we never spent
it's the best i ever had

sit down and fucking listen
there's a part of me, you will never know
growing up alone, in this empty room
that's the part of me, you will never know