The State (That I'm At)

You can look at me
And see I'm trying
If actions speak louder than words
You'll know I'm not lying
L'm a big girl, no baby
Tryna stop from crying
But this is the state that I'm at, since you won't come back

I want you to come back babe
I swear I've got my act babe
Telling truths, no jokes, no laughs babe
You know who I'm talking to... it's you

Remember when
It was just you and I
I remember then
Thought I'd have you for life
But you can blame it on me
I switched it up 180
I take the responsibility
Sincerely sorry

But you can look at me
And see I'm trying
If actions speak louder than words
You'll know I'm not lying
I'm a big girl, no baby
Tryna stop from crying
But this is the state that I'm at, since you won't come back

I want you to come back babe
I swear I've got my act babe
Telling truths, no jokes, no laughs babe
You know who I'm talking to... it's you

I know you think I'm crazy
But I'm so serious baby
I know I got on your nerves
Happy memories a blur
But I tested the water
No need to try, no bother
Wish sooner I saw the clues
Cuz no one's better than you

Hope you hear this, hope this reaches you in time
It's been a few years, I still, have you, on my mind
I'm not fine
Knowing that you're somewhere out there
Without me, with another maybe
And if you have another girl
You know, that's not, where you, belong
Why don't, you just, come on home

But you can look at me
And see I'm trying
If actions speak louder than words
You'll know I'm not lying
I'm a big girl, no baby
Tryna stop from crying
But this is the state that I'm at, since you won't come back

But you can look at me
And see I'm trying
If actions speak louder than words
You'll know I'm not lying
I'm a big girl, no baby
Tryna stop from crying
But this is the state that I'm at, since you won't come back

You can look at me, at me
If actions speak louder than... words
I'm a big girl, no baby
But this is the state that I'm at, since you won't come back