Hesitance

I can't see future scenes living out a hopeless fading dream
What if I'm too scared to wake up?

I won't fight every year, they come and go there's nothing for me here
But I might stay if it's safe

And in your past, you'll remember thinking feelings of forever more
And memories still rule you now
I'm the same, I look backwards
So I fall too quickly forwards when I'm not looking
I'm too late

All the things you feel, and all the things that you believe
Do they ever mean enough when they add up?
The disregarded dreams, and things that you might never feel
Do they stop you at the door before you leave?
Does it stop you just the same as it stops me

Here it is once again, one more car ride one more train
Going places but things stay the same
What you pass, what you've missed
Never thought that things would be like this
Are you really so convinced?
You might fall, so hold on tightly
But sometimes you let go slightly
And it's almost enough. But not enough
I'm the same, but I fall downwards
And at the bottom things look upwards
I won't believe it's too late

All the things you feel, and all the things that you believe
Do they ever mean enough when they add up?
The disregarded dreams, and things that you might never feel
Do they stop you at the door before you leave?

And all the things you feel, and all the things that you believe
Do they ever mean enough when they add up?
The disregarded dreams, and things that you might never feel
Do they stop you at the door before you leave?
Do they stop you just the same as it stops me?
Does it stop you like your hesitance stops me?