Mind vs Matter

I just kicked it with a girl for the first time
I looked her in the eye the whole time
I made her laugh
I was in control
Whenever our eyes locked she looked away first
She picked up the check
She was really pretty
She couldn't even tell if I was having a good time, I played it so cool
I made fun of her but not too much
I made her feel like I was cool but not like she was corny
I dropped good innuendo
When we parted ways she wanted me to kiss her but I didn't it
Or maybe she ain't even want a kiss
She just wanted me to stay instead of split
But split is what I did
But lemme get back to some other little details
She peeped how I said grace before I ate and really dug it
Not that I be using god for winning cool points
But as far as administering cool points that's a cool choice
I got recognized twice in the street after
I handled em gracefully as is my character
I had the fresh baldy
Afterwards she was like "aight you gon call me?"
I was like "don't assign homework"
I ain't even lying I really said that
It was not a setback
It was a step forward
A step toward her
Boom, a new stepdaughter

I just kicked it with the girl on the next day
She gave it right away
After I came I didn't need to stay
I know I'll be replaced
I thought this verse'd be as cool as yesterday's
It ain't
Why don't I feel ashamed?
She called her heart "little"
And talked about the things it couldn't take
I took her just the same
I didn't even care what she was saying
I was content to sit and wait until she was finished
At which point she assumed
If I was a bloodthirsty, heartless monster I would've left the room
When I didn't she thought "maybe he'll be different"
Even though she more than likely knew I wasn't
But seeing as we're living in a world where female cops be wearing make-up
And she was so deprived of tender touches that she needed
It was like being super thirsty drinking soda
You know you'll be more thirsty when it's over
But you don't even care because you so thirsty
And she ain't even care so I figured I ain't have to care neither
But now I'm left with nothing but a verse that took way longer than the other and nothing to look forward to
Which isn't cute
And doesn't make for interesting details
They've all been overshadowed by the awkwardness of kissing her goodbye
If I had known the cost of intercourse would be the colors on my palette
I never would have added to her lie
Or added to mine
What matters to me?
Matter or mind?
Daddy got to gather up the data on the latter and the former
And a new stepdaughter