The Life, The Pary, The Scene

I never like to say that it's better off these days living in a dream
And even though I love the show,
I could never become what I don't wanna be

Hand an ordinary guy an extra ordinary life,
And watch him as he falters over time
Sometimes I find myself believing
I was never meant for this
It's only those who live and breathe the life,
the party and the scene who really ever find
that age Old dream
That's just not something that I'll ever be,
I was never meant for this

Well I know that it's better off that way, living in a dream
But I don't think I could be someone that I don't wanna be
It's monday morning and I'm all dried up,
the rains don't want to come
The weekend always leaves me uninspired,
And I just lost another day to the lifeless winter grey
that clouds my mind

And I know that it's better off these days living in a dream
But I don't think I could be someone that I don't wanna be
So I'll go on living my life like this, believing what I see