So I Try

Now I've been running a marathon
What seems all my days
Am I running for my life
Or a finishing line
To play my symphony?

Cause Heaven forbid
With these thoughts of mine
Bare so heavy sometimes
Like growing pains I still can't explain
Why life still passes me by

So I try
So many times
All my life
I'm running, running
For the finishing line

So where's my mother, my family?
The missing pieces of me?
Cause I'm never well
I want to be
But today, I'm close as I've ever been

So I try
So many times
All my life
I'm running, running

Cause I've been holding all the bitter taste
And although Heaven knows I've recovered in the mouth(?)
Yes, I've been walking on a faded line
Now I'm leaving it behind

Cause I've been holding all the bitter taste
And although Heaven knows I've recovered in the mouth(?)
Yes, I've been walking on a faded line
Now I'm leaving it behind

So I try
So many times
All my life
I'm running, running,
For the finishing line