I Don't Want to Be Sad
I'm always so lonely, frustrated, and angry
And I never know if it's my fault
Or if it's just my brain working fucking wrong
Cause I have got problems that I cannot withhold
Cause I have got diseases that I cannot control
And my feelings are at the mercy of my chemical imbalances
And I'm trapped inside the torture of living with bipolar disorder
And I always hate myself more than I hate anyone else
I'll always hate myself before I hate anyone else
Cause I know I have earned it
From years and years of treating myself like shit
And I want to believe that it's not my fault
And I want to believe that I can live a fulfilling life
But I might not
I might not
And I never know if it's my fault
Or if it's just my brain working fucking wrong
Cause I have got problems that I cannot withhold
Cause I have got diseases that I cannot control
And my feelings are at the mercy of my chemical imbalances
And I'm trapped inside the torture of living with bipolar disorder
And I always hate myself more than I hate anyone else
I'll always hate myself before I hate anyone else
Cause I know I have earned it
From years and years of treating myself like shit
And I want to believe that it's not my fault
And I want to believe that I can live a fulfilling life
But I might not
I might not
Credits
Writer(s): Elijah Llinas
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Other Album Tracks
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- O V E R S A T U R A T I O N
- I Want to Be a Part of This World
- An Embrace of Incomprehension
- The Village of Lost Songs: Truly Embarrassing Recordings of Mostly Embarrassing Songs Written Between the Ages of 15 And 18
- Velvet Waltz
- The Day After EP
- I'm Afraid of Everything
- Sad & Impulsive
- Y Tywsog Bach
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