X & Why

You swallow lies and it cuts me up
Your calling is a lie, in real life it's just a comedy
Escaping real life, you're pushing the knife, it's just a show
I push it down, I feel the calm, and it's time to go

You push a knife cuz you wanted to get away
I feel the life as it breaks inside of me
You wanted answers, but there's no answer to take the pain away
I'd turn it all around if I never really wanted to be the other way

I close my eyes and I pop my gun
I shoot it blind, pop in the dark cuz it's so much fun
I'm fooling no one now cuz I'm on the list of never-were's that missed
This common right of passage, the fist breaks through all the answers
What is?

You push a knife cuz you wanted to get away
I feel the life as it breaks inside of me
You wanted answers, but there's no answer to take the pain away
I'd turn it all around if I never really wanted to be the other way



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Writer(s): Ferdinand Jelly Roll Morton
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