Strange

I know it's strange but
I could stare at you all day
So maybe movin' in might
The worst decision that I've ever made because
I'm not one for being let down
And I'm starting to really like you,
Wanna keep you around.

So I'll try to keep my mind from wandering to
thoughts of you and me,
specifically the ones between the sheets.
those are a pipe dream
and they'll never amount to anything
except a of broken words
now I'm diggin' my own grave
I'm diggin' a hole
and it's more than I can afford
because it's out of my control

I have never been so completely obsessed with
completely in love with
someone or something
that I can't have
Goddamn I want you so bad

Now all my friends tell me that I could do better
So I consulted the universe
and it said we couldn't be together
(but still I ignore all reference)
holding out for the slightest chance
that I could change your preference

disappointed, disillusioned with my own fate
I never thought I could make such a grave mistake
but now i've got you in and close to me and I feel sick
because I know that you'll never lay a hand on my dick
goddamn I want you so bad.