Release Me

Yes I'm the man that nobody understands
I'm tryna get my shit right, don't worry got a plan
To try to claim my spot, fill a stadium with fans
Never will I give up until this cash is in my hands
Doing what I gotta
Tryna make my first grand
Sometimes I feel down like I don't stand a chance
Don't know what to write about,
This they wouldn't stand
But other times I write 'til I have cramps in my hand
I got it I'm the man
'N If ya don't like it? Well I don't give a damn
But that's what you gotta do right?
The facade you have to keep
You're better than them all
Shit! I feel it in my sleep
There used to be another
More than only just me
By the name of "Justin"
The kid was really sweet,
But he was gone soon as the pen hit the leaf,
And now I'm here to stay
Maybe someday soon we'll meet

Hell I'm gone, but what else can I say?
But I'm in this song listen to everyday
You've known it all along tell you this anyway
The real me wasn't strong
So the new me came to play
Life changed me bad
Don't recognize in the mirror
Made me hella mad got me changing my gears
Girls played my heart 'n cheated on my for years
The old me's long gone,
The new me's here to fear

Pressure on me so his death wasn't in vein
Imma make it to the top no matter what comes our way
No matter what people say protecting us all the way
Doesn't matter what we're called it's the name Of the game
Took a hit everyday
Childhood was rough
The sister we had to raise
When our dad took us away
Imma Grandmamas boy and I'm proud of it to this day
Doesn't matter what you say
'Cause you'll never take her away!

Used by woman who wanted me for my body
Buff jocks in the daily
They box me because I'm scrawny
Punks saw my moxie
They cross sweep and they jaw me
Knocking me out my socks 'n smacking against the concrete
I love the idea of love
Addicted like a drug
Not to mention the Oxy
Taking 'em 'til I'm Judged
Doesn't matter what you think of me
I am my own worst enemy
Addicted to ecstasy
Drinking all of the Hennessy
Swerving in my lane
'Til you have to come bury me

Hell I'm gone, but what else can I say?
But I'm in this song listen to everyday
You've known it all along tell you this anyway
The real me wasn't strong so
The new me came to play
Life changed me bad
Don't recognize in the mirror
Made me hella mad got me changing my gears
Girls played my heart 'n cheated on my for years
The old me's long gone,
The new me's here to fear

The day I lost Milo, was the worst
It's like I'm cursed!
Almost feel I'd be happier in the back of a hurse
I ain't got no purpose
'N I ain't got no dreams
Take a closer look 'cause it ain't always what it seems
Yeah I'm gone, but what else can I say
But I'm in this song listen to everyday
You've known It all along
Tell you this anyway
The old me wasn't strong
So the new me here to stay

Hell I'm gone (yeah)
But what else can I say?
But I'm in this song listen to everyday
You've known it all along tell you this anyway
The real me wasn't strong so,
The new me came to play
Life changed me bad
Don't recognize in the mirror
Made me hella mad got me changing my gears
Girls played my heart 'n cheated on my for years
The old me's long gone,
The new me's here to fear