Drinking About You

No one's gonna love you like I do

I can't stop drinking about you
I gotta numb all of the pain
I can't stop drinking about you
Without you I ain't the same

I can't stop drinking about you
I gotta numb all of the pain
I can't stop drinking about you
Without you I ain't the same

You wouldn't believe
You never could see
My potential in everything I saw in me
Why couldn't you be the girl just for me?
But instead you she was fucking with multiple thieves

You never gave me a reason
On why you were cheating
You left me so heated
You never so leaded
You acted like you were an over achievement
And now I'm repeating the play

Laid in my bed when I feel alone
And you're crossing my head
You ripped me apart
Now a part of me is dead
I still think of shit that I wished that I'd said
Here to digress, and let it digest
Continue to keep everything repressed
And let it compress until I'm depressed
And I snap on a track, and put in a rap
All the things I confess, and I swear

You had it set
You weren't right so I got up and left
You poured the poison I swallowed, regret
I couldn't expect it from you
When you lack self-respect
And just know, I really hate it
You set it up, impossible to save it
I never liked my name 'til I heard you say it
My love took a toll now it's time to go pay it

I'm paying my dues, drunk in a club so numb
Assortments of smoke circulating my lungs
Killing my brain cells 'til I go dumb
This shit gets old but I'm still so young

Now where to go, now what to do?
Anything to stop me from thinking of you
I'm grabbing a case, take it straight to the face
Then I'm hitting this vape and forgetting the truth

I can't stop drinking about you
I gotta numb all the pain
I can't stop drinking about you
Without you I ain't the same

I can't stop drinking about you
I gotta numb all the pain
I can't stop drinking about you
Without you I ain't the same

All of the pain, all of the hurt
All of the change, all of the work
I thought I could keep it to myself
But honestly I'ma put it in a verse
I put you first, you put me second
What I deserved wasn't a message
Saying that, Ryan, I'm sorry, I cheated again
And I'd lie if I said that I wasn't expecting it

The wreckage you left, it was permanent
We couldn't make it through the turbulence
These other girls give me encouragement
But now, I do not believe in the permanence

What do I do? 'Cause I can't feel
I can't sit down 'cause I can't stand still
I'm worried that every person that comes into my life
Will be fake when I thought they were real

Ain't got no trust, everyone lies
Patiently waiting to see a demise
They would rather see me fall than to go get it all
But at least I went out and I tried
What's on your mind, when you listen to these tracks
Do you think it's funny I think I can rap?
Do you ever stop and regret what has passed?
Do you think that if you were loyal we'd last?

Well now, that it's all over bitch
I'm moving on I said it
When I said I fucking hate you
Girl, I hope you know I meant it
'Cause the only thing you ever did
Was make me look pathetic
Now it's up to me to make it
To make sure that you regret it

I can't stop drinking about you
I gotta numb all the pain
I can't stop drinking about you
Without you I ain't the same

I can't stop drinking about you
I gotta numb all the pain
I can't stop drinking about you
Without you I ain't the same

No one's gonna love you like I do (I do)
No one's gonna care like I do (I do)