Crossroads

How can it be
When you're looking at me
That I feel so insecure
Of all that I've done
And of what I've become
And how I just long to be free

You took me to places
Where I've never been
I lingered
I laughed
And I cried
Over all that's forbidden
The thoughts that were hidden
That should have been
Locked up inside

So how can it be
When you're smiling at me
That I just don't know what to do
Everything's broken
And everything's blue
And I can't stop thinking
Of you

Searching for signs
That can show me the way
Looking for answers in vain
It feels like I'm wandering
Just going astray
Running away from this pain

So what can I do
I'm still dreaming of you
A picture so hard to ignore
I know it can't be
Cause you're not with me
Still I keep on hoping for more

I'll cut my own track
I will never go back
Though it seems I've got
Nowhere to go
Somewhere I'll be waiting
Longing for you
I'm yours
And you'll never know