Toxigenesis

The venom's crawling through your veins
the light's dimmed you're lying there
slippin' through your fingers
your so called life
You never tried to stay
you never tried to change the things you hate
Lost your way
that thing you once called life
tried to reach it but you failed
for you never could
fulfill the aims you've made
Depression
sense of your life
you are a humble machine
broken crippled and blind
your chance for a turn equals zero
born to resign
Oddity due to frontal disorder
self created paranoia
your last proof of life
Tryin' to escape led to nothin'
'cause you run against the wall
Despair
controlling your brain
you're a mishapping figure
in an abstract play
controlled by a few faceless bastards
who show you the way
Suffering from a mental submission
omnipresent supervision
go against the tide
Tryin' to escape led to nothin'
'cause you run against the wall
but now the stage is yours
Go and play your role
the only way for you to go
you can decide
if a suicide will end your show
The final step is done
the curtains down
your audience is gone
born and died alone