Stay

if this is what rain on my skin feels like.
I want to feel it forever, again and again.
I thought it through: the same terrifying scenes
in front of my closed eyes. I know I can't change
anything of this but I want you to untie the knot
that holds me to the ground. Now I know, I am lost
without you. It's damn true, I feel useless without
you. I watched my dreams die too many times.
Please not this time. I promise I will never ever
beg again, if you decide to hold my hand.
My expectations will always stay memories of
failures. That's why I wish you won't stay a
line in a song, but a part of my life. All my
time, I spend waiting and waiting for a light
like you. Your appearance shines brighter than
everything I've ever seen. You'd say I was
looking for someone to fall in love. The
fucking truth be told I was just searching
myself. What a beautiful problem. What a
beautiful nothing. Now it's me, on my knees.
Alone and scared: I still hate these nights.
You mean everything to me and you could
change the way I am, as I would fucking
let you do it.