Rush for Gold

I glance back over my shoulders
The path that I have trailed just knocks me sober
I've been infected by disorders, obsessed by details
If I could retrace my tracks, fill in the cracks
Put the wind back in my sails
I could get lost in my own thoughts
Straight beast, defending faults
My mind is being warped
I don't think the same things anymore

We all grow old and forget about these dreams we used to love
We get caught up in the rush for the gold
Make hope to way from home

Conversation grips me like it never did before
A constant adversary to the aching in my jaws
Someone please explain how the winds become unchained
My tank is feeling drained, I'm making friends with enemies

We all grow old and forget about these dreams we used to love
We get caught up in the rush for the gold
Make hope to way from home

I take myself back to what my mind [?] a clue
Take all, take all I won't misuse
We set by own values, a feeling what I have grown
Take all, take all the [?] I misused

Atoning descent, we used the world like we were gods [?]
We were so ignorant
Never thought it would go to this

We all grow old and forget about these dreams we used to love
We get caught up in the rush for the gold
Make hope to way from home