The Coolest Guy

All of the rumours in the ending of the night
In all decisions and forsaking of your rights
I wanted you to see the rain
But all the other ones were basically the same

I didnt ruin it i ruined it didnt i
I think your boyfriend is the coolest guy
I know your boyfriend has a name
It is a name i am afraid to ever say

High on the hill i am standing there still
Waiting for you to come home
You will be caring and funny and kind
I will be checking my phone

And i will be sullen and tortured and bored
In the role for which i was born
The secret will end neither mine or yours
It was divulged of its own accord

Difficult to believe the message in the eyes
To think my feelings have a true basis in life
And i was easily ashamed
Into believing that i wasnt what i'd claimed

Deep in the summer, we swam in your room
We collected the fruits that we'd earned
The shells in winter and we held each other
The future was what we deserved
The castle was once where we now are stood
So who pulled it into the earth
A hope in the road used solely as a show
As a symbol of its owners worth