Dance of the Eunuchs

I am alone on my own
with a light from a star to guide me home
There's irony in what I see
Around the walls caving in on me
I'm surrounded this house holds the keys to
Every lock that I need to be free but
They are kept under floorboards and big frames???
And now my hunting is wasted
and now my heart runs in places
I'm getting tired of waiting for something they're saying is coming just keep looking up
And I just want to see it
I just want to believe it
We all try
We all cry
We all die
And in the end we lay by a wrong side
Do you think its easy to believe
If something saying the real meaning is changing
Well I've changed and I've made mistakes and misplace
And some of the most important things
I guess they weren't so important were they
I guess they weren't so important were they
I guess they weren't so important

And I thought I might not make it out alive
Although it's time
This was for the better
And as the leaves start to change color
A piece of me is buried under

This isn't what I want
I never thought to stop think about everything around
Where is a place for me
I can't seem to think exactly what I should believe
Cause I won't give control
To the things that I just don't know
Everybody's just looking for more
This is starting to feel like war
This is starting to feel like war
You wanna show me what you feel on the inside
Your life being finding out on my own time
This is starting to feel like war
And I thought I might not make it out alive
And I have changed for the better
Here comes the end of december
I came a long way to end this war
I never thought about it like this before

And I thought I might not make it out alive
Although it's time
This was for the better
And as the leaves start to change color
A piece of me is buried under