The Wait

I've made up my mind, you don't fit in
I'm done doing nothing in a life standing still
If I don't get up and leave now, I never will

Checking my pulse, I'm surprised that it's there
Dramatic boy, you make me nervous like hell
I don't wanna lose you
I just need this night alone

If I keep this up I won't live to see fall
Cause everyone's tired but I don't sleep at all
There's nothing that you could say
To save me from feeling this small
So I just stand on the balcony waiting for stars to fall

Maybe you want this, you just don't want it enough
And I don't mean to taunt you, I'm just calling your bluff
Yes, I'm in love with you but I'm not your fucking tool

You drive past my house just to see that I'm fine
You're waving hello
And you're waving goodbye
It's like you want this to fade so you won't have to say, say

If you keep this up you won't live to see fall
Cause everyone's tired but you don't sleep at all
Please tell me how I can save you from feeling this small
I'll just stand on the balcony waiting for stars to fall

Are you still here, cause I miss you?
Are you still here, cause I miss you?
I won't take this back
Are you still here, cause I miss you?
I won't take this back
Are you still here, cause I miss you?

If I keep this up I won't live to see fall
Cause everyone's tired but I don't sleep at all
There must be a way
To save you from feeling this small
It feels like no time's enough
And that I'm waiting for dust
I'm so close to fucking up
Everything I ever loved
There's just no time to be waiting for stars to fall