Pieces

The time is running out.
Panic lights are blinking now.
Pieces are falling down.
The pleasures come & gone.
& the nights just feel so long.
Pieces are falling down.
My future is uncertain.
It's driving me wild.
Close the curtain.
I feel less than a child.
What am I promised if I'm sensing nothings available?
I must've chose the path where everything is unattainable.
Time after time, the world is against me.
I'm falling down to my knees, asking for the serenity.
But the things I cannot change, are the things I want to change.
Not to bring people back, but to have things rearranged.
I search my heart & thoughts, deeply enough to know.
No matter how much rejection, to just continue to go.
Somehow things just keep looking dim.
Have I been condemned?
I know I'm in that water, but how far is my swim?
I guess I won't know, until I drown, or if I make it.
I'm done with trying to go, wherever life takes me.
The pain of life, is far beyond depression.
I think I'll get up and leave this psychiatric session.//end of 1

The time is running out.
Panic lights are blinking now.
Pieces are falling down.
The pleasures come & gone.
& the nights just feel so long.
Pieces are falling down.
I find myself, doubting words of every man.
Encouragement is dead.
I don't know if I can.
Ever reach my goal.
Man it's not this music.
This music is my dream.
My goal is how I'm doing. & I'm not doing well.
I'm going through a spell.
I'm not talking witchcraft.
I'm talking more like Hell.
I'm being held down.
Somethings keeping me in check.
I never asked for this.
I am such a wreck.
All I have is, the little faith I got.
Even then, I wonder how this all will turn out?
The tears won't stop flowing.
The pressure keeps growing.
I don't know where I'm at, but I'll keep going.
I guess I won't know, until I fall, or if I make it.
I'm done with trying to go, wherever life takes me.
The pain of life, is far beyond depression.
I think I'll get up and leave this psychiatric session.//end of 2

The time is running out.
Panic lights are blinking now.
Pieces are falling down.
The pleasures come & gone.
& the nights just feel so long.
Pieces are falling down.
I'm caved in & sleep.
Nothings in my reach.
I'm stumbling.
I can't see.
My darkness is deep.
My mind is falling apart.
What was once there is gone.
My ideas are fading, as if my brain was blown.
Why most people disguise themselves misconfiguring my mix? & most don't care not even a bit.
They just wanna be rich.
They ignore the love for music, that I have. & the search for the woman, that I'm tryna grab.
My loved ones deserve better, but this is breaking me.
My substance is fading & everything that made me.
Something greater doesn't want me happy while I'm alive.
I know I'm on that road, but how far is my drive?
I guess I won't know, until I crash or if I make it.
I just may have to go, wherever life takes me.
The pain of life, is far beyond depression.
I am trapped in this psychiatric session.//end of 3

The time is running out.
Panic lights are blinking now.
Pieces are falling down.
The pleasures come & gone.
& the nights just feel so long.
Pieces are falling down.
end of song