This Year

This was the year I would finish a book
I was going to live a Bohemian life in Berlin
And this was the year I was redecorating my kitchen, my bedroom, my bathroom and everything in... side.
This was the year my life would change
and all of the chaos would fall in two days

This was the year I would start on a diet and be very healthy while reading the magazines thorough.
And this was the year I would write a whole book about life, how I see it and they would all think I was smart.
And this was the year I would play on tv I would talk to the host about life and the hard times last year.
And this was the year I would tour in the states I would live in New York buy new clothes and drink wine every day.

This was the year I would make it.
But this became the year... I was faking it
Everything stays the same.

The life that they're living.
I want to move to Paris and I want to be with my lover my lover my beloved one beloved beloved beloved one
I want to tell him I love him I want to ride on a horse in the sunset with my beloved beloved beloved one
beloved beloved beloved one.

This was the year I would marry, have kids, buy a house with a garden
and this was the year I would cook everyday I would travel the world talk to strangers and friends.
be a lover, a wife, a mother, a friend.
And everything would turn out perfect in the end
in the end
in the end.
Oh I thought had changed,
but nothing has changed
eveything stays the same.