Lonely Fathers

Yes this world is empty, that's how I feel when I can't hold you
You'll understand when you're grown, and you're old enough to know
And out on your own
Yes this would is crazy, that's how I feel when I can't hold you
It makes me feel cold, and I'm old enough to know
I'm out on my own, Hey yea yea

one:

"Dear Kailynn
I know we don't get to speak much, wasn't there to cut the cord, hold you or kiss ya feet Hun/
rewind back them 9 months, ya mama didn't want you to peek Hun, she was talking abortion, I was just letting her speak Hun/
gotta call bout a week later, said she decided to keep Hun/
then ya mama tried to say peace Hun, whole time I was tryna keep peace Hun/
talmbout grief, had me super ready to blow refa/
I tried to be there to see ya, no ultrasound, couldn't believe her/
I asked if you could get my last name she said I'll think about but didn't think about it/
for 9 months she played me, man I really lost sleep about it/
been wanting my own for quite a while now, you can ask around I use to dream about it/
then you arrive but to my surprise this lame want me to breathe without you/
but me, her and God know the truth so she can say whatever she want when she speak about us/
I need a mountain I'll stand on top of that thang all day and scream and shout cha/

Yes this world is empty, that's how I feel when I can't hold you
You'll understand when you're grown, and you're old enough to know
And out on your own
Yes this would is crazy, that's how I feel when I can't hold you
It makes me feel cold, and I'm old enough to know
I'm out on my own, Hey yea yea

two:

Now ya here ya Lil grey eyes and I'm flying bling through these grey skies/ tryna find my way to you and say hi, but the bullshit is bout ye high/ but I can't cry I'm going all in, so stressed out that I straight sigh/ cause my heart bigger then the damn ego and the mind set that Kanye gat/ but she peg me the villain wit villainous talk, how you walking around like a mother should walk, spreading ya lies, wit cha gullable thoughts/ to who ever wit ears while you slander me off/ girl you ain't no victim I'm living this shit, and you talking bout money you serious kid/ no sponser I am her father you twit, not the chick that you lay up and arguing wit/ ...so here's the big picture, Kailynn baby I miss ya, I'll die before I live without cha, so I'm fighting hard to live wit cha/ and this ain't me dissing ya mama, but she bogus as hell for this mix up/ we both laid down and made you, but she cutting me up of the picture/ wit a nip tuck a lil snip cut, and she cool as hell wit no issues/ no first words, no first steps, no baby burps and no hiccups, no diper changes no fighting away that boogie man he won't getcha/ I just wanna hold you close, I pray to god that he fix us, more or less that he fix her/"

Yes this world is empty, that's how I feel when I can't hold you
You'll understand when you're grown, and you're old enough to know
And out on your own
Yes this would is crazy, that's how I feel when I can't hold you
It makes me feel cold, and I'm old enough to know
I'm out on my own, Hey yea yea