Solitaire

I hurt myself again today
Im feelin' a little numb I could use the pain
I always find myself in this little bind
It's been a few week's since you been around
So here I sit with my hands strapped down
Patiently awaiting those secret games I used to play alone

So here I sit all tied up all alone with all my thoughts
I do not mind if this goes on

I think about what i'll say to you
When you finally decide to go my way
Sittin' around all painted Lookin' like a fool
And I don't know how I got this way
And I don't know how much more I wanna take
I know you'll shoot me down and bury me before I get to high

So here I sit all tied up all alone with all my thoughts
When will I learn to walk away
From those things I do to make me feel the way I feel when i'm with you
Tonight it's me, myself and I
Yeah
Solitaire

All this pain I seem to put myself through
All the ways I find to submit to you
Cat o nine tails is gettin' old
And I don't know how I got this way
And I don't know how much more I wanna take
A million ways to change myself and a million night's to try

So here I sit all tied up all alone with all my thoughts
When will I learn to walk away
From those things I do to make me feel the way I feel when i'm with you
But tonight it's me, myself, and I

When you come around
Do those things you do to me
I hate this game of solitaire
Solitaire
Solitaire