Already Gone

My life is double-sided, totally divided,
I'm buried in the lies,
they keep me from fighting.
My soul is on fire, in the corner quiet,
I try to control the demons inside it.
I want to start over, but I don't want to start a riot.

So don't look for me, I'm already gone.
Don't look for me, I'm already gone.

I'm bad at making choices,
in my head are hundred voices.
I'm conflicted, drunk on confusion.
I'm addicted, my thoughts are like drugs.
I stand convicted, what's wrong with my head?
All these mysteries.

So don't look for me, I'm already gone.
Don't look for me, I'm already gone.

It's hard to admit that
sometimes you can't succeed,
in a place you thought you were meant to be.
Maybe it's partly your fault, or maybe it's not at all
Done with the fear, I'm ready to move on

Everyone says I should be grateful,
to all I have to stay faithful,
the money is only a temporary distraction
All I have has left me only with resentment
and a little contentment

So don't look for me, I'm already gone.
Don't look for me, I'm already gone.
So don't look for me, I'm already gone.