I'll Feel Alive

I'm gonna walk till I find the edge of the earth
And I'm gonna take one step more
I'm gonna keep the car moving through the red light
When everyone's coming like I've done this before
I'll drink all the potions and eat all the pills
That become so easy to find
I'll feel alive, I'll feel alive

But the ways I've been coping aren't working for me
I've tried and I've fought it but I can't break free
I need something bigger than only myself
One foot then the other walk right out hell
And I'll feel alive, I'll feel alive

I'm gonna talk to my mother an hour and another
Speaking like we never do
I'll hug my baby sister, and tell her I've missed her
And the things that I've done I wish I could undo
I'll find my old friend just to see how she's been
Mary Anne from the end of the street
And I'll find my peace, I'll find my peace

The ways I've been coping aren't working for me
I've tried and I've fought it but I can't break free
I need something bigger than only myself
One foot then the other walk right out hell
And I'll feel alive

The darkness visits you in your sleep
It's too heavy to move and too heard to breathe
And you don't even notice you're screaming
The door slowly opens the light is let in
You're taken by the hand
How could you forget you're so loved
You're so loved

But the ways you been coping aren't working for you
You've tried and you've fought it but couldn't break through
You'll find something bigger than only yourself
One foot then the other walk right out hell
And you'll feel alive, you'll feel alive