Run It Up

I had to sell everything
Just to buy a little more time
But I'm starting to think
I shouldn't do the same twice
Cuz I could make a mistake
But I don't need to make new ones
Cuz I'm already there
I did it to you more than once

Cuz I'm falling again
Already in the same old trap
But you don't understand
There's no reason that you would

And I've been lying again
I know I shouldn't make things up
But I'm not what you think
Sorry that you came this far
Cuz I'll never be right
I don't know what you're waiting for
Cuz I don't even try
Sorry if I stayed too long

Cuz I'm falling again
Already made the same mistake
If you don't understand
There's no reason that you would

We can run it up
We've been holding on for too long
And we're running up
And I don't know what you want
But it's not enough
You've been holding on for too long
And I'm not enough
So you can go if you want

Cuz I'm falling again
Already in the same old trap
And you don't understand
There's no reason that you would

Cuz I'm falling again
Already in the same old trap
And you don't understand
There's no reason that you would
Cuz you're falling again
Already made the same mistake
And you're falling again
There's no reason that you won't