So Unbelievable

I've grown to like the taste
The poison in my veins
Whatever helps me sleep at night
And when I start to feel
The pain is all to real
I swallow it down and chase it with my pride
Help me remember what am I good for
I just need to go back to where I was before
I lost my way
Take me back to a day
When I could get through this

You'll always try to break this hold
Because you sold your soul to the bottle
Every fucking time
It's always meant to keep you down
And put you right back at where you started
Cause the system is flawed
When you're breaking down you've had enough
And you feel like your bodies given up
Just hold on don't let go and you'll find
You're so unbelievable

Sometimes I see the mess I've made
And think that I can't change
Because the doubt is always pushing me back
If I can't cast these voices out
Or pick myself back up
Then I will fade until there's nothing left
And even when I try and fail I still try again
Cause I can get through this

You'll always try to break this hold
Because you sold your soul to the bottle
Every fucking time
It's always meant to keep you down
And put you right back at where you started
Cause the system is flawed
When you're breaking down you've had enough
And you feel like your bodies given up
Just hold on don't let go and you'll find
You're so unbelievable

Hold on don't lose hope
You're so unbelievable
Hold on don't let go
You're so unbelievable
I lost my way
Take me back to a day
When I could get through this

You'll always try to break this hold
Because you sold your soul to the bottle
Every fucking time
It's always meant to keep you down
And put you right back at where you started
Cause the system is flawed
When you're breaking down you've had enough
And you feel like your bodies given up
Just hold on don't let go and you'll find
You're so unbelievable