Getting On in Spite of You

Getting on in spite of you
When the summer isn't all it's cracked up to be
Maybe I just try too hard to make it easy,

Make you think it's not your fault
But it's always mine,
I'm out of time,
I am running out of time with you

Cuz if I had loved you for a thousand days or more,
Or if I hadn't laid here with this doubt creeping up my spine,
Maybe we could help this

Somewhere in the back of my mind,
to keep from falling all the time,
I keep one last image of you
And apologies won't make you smart
But I guess it's different,
cuz you're the one who always changed
But it's never me,
why can't you see that this time
things may not be okay

Cuz if I had loved you for
a thousand days or more,
Or if I hadn't laid here with
this doubt creeping up my spine,
Maybe we could help this

Cuz if I had loved you
the way you loved me before,
Or if you hadn't left me
with this doubt creeping up my spine,
Maybe we could help this