Fondly Enough

I looked at my keys
Thinkin' that these aren't mine
But it's a just a new set
I keep on forgetting that time has gone by

Take your watch from my wrist
Your ring my finger
Your name from lips

Take me to the West Coast
'Cause I need to know if I still exist
I'd like to say that I knew
But I don't think that's true
I was blind for you
Deaf and dumb and black and blue
Oooooooooooo-oooo
Oooooooooooo-oooo

I remember New York fondly enough
If I refuse to look at myself
Pathetic and comfortable in the abuse

Take the wind from my sails
The beat from my chest
The heart from my songs

Take the life from my eyes
I won't realise that something is wrong
I'd like to think that he knew
But he seemed so confused
Maybe out of the blue
But I did what I had to do
Oooooooooooo-oooo
Oooooooooooo-oooo

I wake up alone
I wanna get stoned
And stare at a screen
But I crawl out of bed
Focus on getting myself clean

Take a comb to my hair
A moment to stare
The mirror so strange

Take a shower at least
Rinse and repeat
Like something will change
I am afraid
But what's new?
There's a lot to undo
But I have nothing to lose
Somehow I will make it through
Oooooooooooo-oooo
Oooooooooooo-oooo