Not the Same as Lying

Don't know what it is just yet
honest I've been trying to forget
don't know how you could hide
maybe its the best it gets alright

take me down when you go
everythings alright put on another show
like the one you did before
and i wont tell another soul

i can only deny that i want you so
i can only deny that it feels like home

i have faith in you believe me
but dont think god has ever seen me
and i cant seem to make it right
im only good at losing fights and

i can't decide who i should be
try on something new every week
and it shouldnt be so complicated
at least thats what theyre always saying

but your secrets safe with me
and you can just let it be
dont make me the enemy
but your secrets safe with me

ahhh
ahhh
ahhh

cant see through all the smoke but
pretty sure thats what you meant for
think that i'd just turn away
you're right, i'm never here to stay

this may really be the last time
at least thats what you said the last time
ask me questions yes or no
i can only deny that i want you so

i can only deny that it feels like home

ahhh
ahhh