Bending Patterns

its not hard to understand her
no thats the easy part I know
i can spend hours thinking where did she go
sitting across the table a hundred miles away
so where did she go
and there's that smile
and i understand
and its easy

and as for the hard part well i dont know
if there is such thing it's still to show
but i bet she spends hours thinking where did he go
sitting across the table a hundred miles away
so where did i go, ooh
and then I smile
and i bet she understands

i would like to call you but i'm scared what i might say
am i scarred or still bleeding guess it's better this way
but i'm not sure
i think I would be grateful if you kissed me where it's sore
can you find it cause i sure can't

can i hold you without letting myself go
can i tell you without letting you know
that you're on my mind for the better part of all the time
but i've shattered so many visions on my way (what can i say)
i miss you but i'm glad you're not around

forgive me for my words
just another way of saying i need to take it slow
i'm bending patterns from years and years ago

you're not around
i miss you
i miss you