Sonnet #4

I'm about to puke
You can smell signs of my blues on my skin
Like mud his smell
Covering me, leaving me with no air
Please, come and replace
His smell with your smell
Clean the marks on my body
And scrape off the darkness
You'll see in my eyes
Taking your eyes off
You'll think of the problems
You thought you had solved
Past just comes, don't go
Your presence reminds me
Of something I've lost
Like a bird in a cage
A swan without wings
No more white, colored grey
I won't sleep anymore
With somebody whose
I don't want the smell on
Where the hell have you been?
You should have taken me away from that idiot
I've been crying for months
I wonder how Christmas would be with you
I find myself at recollecting memories I've collected with you
When I was fifteen and you were nineteen
I want to sleep with you until winter comes
And then wait for springtime
And then wait for winter again and again
When I see you shivers run on my spine
Why do you never step forward?
Why do you?
Please, come and please, do something
I've loved you for years
And I've spent my best years loving you
Do something, please
I wrote best songs and I wrote them for you
Where the hell have you been?
But now you're here and I feel comfortable
Where the hell have you been?
But now you're here and I feel comfortable
But now you're here and I feel comfortable
But now you're here and I feel comfortable