Carry the Weight
I used to want to die but now I believe
Not in a distant god, there's a love I found in me
I'd rather be awake and in pain than asleep
Singing as if no one can hear takes more courage than you think
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I was scared enough to lie and say that I'm okay
When inside I was dying, so confused, so alone, so afraid
I hope you never know what it's like to hide a piece of yourself inside
Or to be so fucking ashamed you'd rather kill yourself than be alive
I want to be alive
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I want to be alive
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I'm still scared but I've got courage to be
More vulnerable and one day free
Now my heart isn't covered in concrete
I breathe, I breathe
No longer scared of the vulnerability
No longer scared of the person that I see
Not in a distant god, there's a love I found in me
I'd rather be awake and in pain than asleep
Singing as if no one can hear takes more courage than you think
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I was scared enough to lie and say that I'm okay
When inside I was dying, so confused, so alone, so afraid
I hope you never know what it's like to hide a piece of yourself inside
Or to be so fucking ashamed you'd rather kill yourself than be alive
I want to be alive
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I want to be alive
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I'm still scared but I've got courage to be
More vulnerable and one day free
Now my heart isn't covered in concrete
I breathe, I breathe
No longer scared of the vulnerability
No longer scared of the person that I see
Credits
Writer(s): Matthew Ryan Smith, James Anthony Buddy Nielsen, Christopher Hornbrook, Gavin Chester Jordan Caswell, Zackary Dale Roach
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Other Album Tracks
Altri album
- Hell is in Your Head
- End of the World
- Death by Water / I'm Sorry I’m Leaving (Acoustic)
- Lush Rimbaugh (Thoreau Remix)
- I'm Sorry I'm Leaving - Single
- Joshua Tree (Live)
- Lush Rimbaugh - Single
- Christmas Has Been Canceled Due to Lack of Hustle - Single
- Through Being Ghoul - Single
- Let It Enfold You (Deluxe Version)
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