So It Begins

And so it begins who would have ever thought that this day was bright/
I got a deal, writing rhymes its a stage for fright/mother speaking
wisdom to my ears giving great advise/at times I write only just to
see my status liked/(pride) with so much folly up in my trolley,
can God use someone like me/and I keep asking the same question,
see my brow stay sweating/but the Spirit give
rest indeed/its not about you young S He says/
I decrease He increase in my sentences/
I need Jesus deep thesis that is heaven sent/please believe it is Him
that I'm resting in/lean since I get my strength/from the Bread of
Life so I feast on/and drink water from His well should I keep going/
cease sipping cease spitting I'm in deep thought/this ordeal made me
feel I should cease flowing/can you see the fears up in my eyes
hommie/i still muse upon the words that Shai told me/about the woman
I care for time showed me/awaken love before time and you sigh
only/but I only rise up I'm my mind rest in God's
great love/memorise what has been tried and tested/
I'm the reason my impressions were depressive/but I am never the one
2 take in anti-depressants/but simply suppress it/what you people
impressed with/me, I am nothing but see the grandest message/that I
speak is/and I aint coming with here eloquence/but hoping
that a true state taking precedence/are you getting this/
I share my burdens on this verse and my hurt Lord God take
residence/in the inner most parts of my being/so they when they see
me they see you but it seems/many men won't hear it don't care bout
what the word say/see I don't rhyme to have
wowed by the wordplay/no, this is more than song/
I am weak He is strong/
I am me He is God/yeah,
a mortal speaking about the immortal/no portal 2 the Father just
Christ I mean the Way/and Trusay we talk about what we got too/but
some days I lay awake in my bed coz I be afraid/stale water do you
see the state/smell the aroma reading Romans in my secret place/the
sacrifice of atonement is what He became/that's why GP and Serene are
always screaming grace/not perfect on surface does it seem we
great/many think that we claim to be/but Christ like is only what we
aim to be/don't care if we don't swing in them major league/because,
we wanna live a life as bondservant/live amongst many,
but were living for 1 Person/and I'm certain that His words are
eternal/so who could I turn to,
but the Ruler whose rods working/the Shepherd of the sheep but the
scapegoat/echo this God saves souls/ima say so really till my last
breath/pray I am found busy for His kingdom in my last step/can't
half step, in the past tense I did/ was brought out of the pit,
God showed I'm His/its still surreal that this deal sits on a
table/even if the rain cains,
God's more than able to do it/so even if I stare at gloom/
I trust in Jesus to steer me through/yeah I'm living
with the end in view/so it begins but its ending soon/