Bridgetfalls

She built a bridge, it falls down
Down in to her green room walls sound-ing
like angles crying, dying, one at a time
overwhelming beauty
and it covers my mind
and her smiles
are a million miles away
as soon as he calls and runes my day
have to learn to accept the truth
that my soul mate is not full proof
we got weaknesses
and mine is loving her too much
I fall way too much
soft kisses and bear hugs
dryers and coffee mugs
and she loves itty a bit too much
her touch pulls my soul away
takes it and breaks it in to little parts
we lay in bed and just hold hearts
empty
that's how i feel when she is gone
and i don't think that we could never get along
but sometimes perfection is a lost cause
and we love each other
against all odds
pretentiously the honesty builds a wall
eventually causing bridges to fall
slowly translated with each and every call
the frustrations of an almost mother
stuck in the gridlock with a new lover
and I just add to it
a once in a life time chance and we blew it
And its me and you
sometimes
its you and him
and everything just sits in between
everything just sits in between
she built a bridge it falls down
down in to her green room walls sound-ing
like angles crying, dieing, one at a time
overwhelming beauty
and it covers my eyes
so I'm blind
to the truth that I'm novelty
not a necessity
because she don't really need me
but it's hard to admit
when you find a piece that fits
that it's all bullshit
unless you're happy
and we were only happy for a moment
but man what a moment
stars collapse and everything smiles
I just want to lay in bed for a while
and take it all in
you changed me for the better
taught me to love whether
or not its called for
spread more cause the whole world's sore
and god knows you seen a time or two
and what you been through
just tears me apart
so much evil in such a beautiful heart
some things just don't make sense
and sometimes I get lost inside the pretense
I know I wasn't there for the beginning
but I hope one day you find an end
and if you ever need me along the way
you can trust that you will always find a friend
because there's not enough heartache to break up
my personal wake up
take up enough of your time as is
and I apologize
I never meant to do so
And its me and you
sometimes
its you and him
and everything just sits in between
everything just sits in between
She built a bridge it falls down
down in to her green room walls sound-ing
like angles crying, dying, one at a time
overwhelming beauty and it covers my mind
sometimes
I wish you could just love me as selfish as it is
I guess I'm still just a kid
I guess you're still just a kid
it's funny how we try and justify it by saying it would be too perfect
like we don't deserve to be happy
and maybe I don't but I hope
you find smiles again
and I know there's a lot with him
that I just can't touch
but I promise you
no one in this world will ever love you like I do
nobody
Damn it till the sun burns the sky
and every single falling star drys my eyes and kills my insides
till death becomes me
a world less lovely
hug me and never stop
cuz every time we break apart
I feel my heart
ache
break
take a moment and mistake
myself for something better than him
and I give in every time
you touch me
kiss me
and love me
and I don't want to be alone
and I wouldn't be if you would just come home
just come home so I don't got to be alone
just come home so I don't got to be alone
my bed's too big
my heart's too small
and every time we build a bridge it falls
bridgetfalls